Hey Guyz!

 

Az most of you already know ive been modelling and competing in pageants since 2011. My journey has been amazing but of course always chanllenging. But Hey thats part of life nothing ever comez eazy right?!

 

My first modeling competition was with CMTC where I brought home not only my first Win but also my first Trophy, winning 2nd Runner Up for my Commercial Print Photo! My photographer who iz an amazing soul was and still is Gatean Gallant from Timmins Ontario.

 

I also acted az an Extra on the T.V. Series Being Erica-Episode Name was Being Ethan, im mostly seen in the clubbing parts of the episode wearing a blue dress and of course my blond curly ass hair lol.  

 

My very first modeling agency was with Carolyn's Model & Talent Agency whom i loved very much but unfortunately most of the gigs were less than a 24 hour notice which I then had to decide to either move to Toronto and leave my home town to further my career, which most days i do regret, but at the time i waz not ready to get up and go & unfortunately flying and or driving back and forth was sadly not an option for me.

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I then went on and auditioned for the Miss Canada Globe Productions Pageant and became a National Finalist in 2012-2013, bringing home the second best Regional Title; MISS PETITE NORTHERN ONTARIO 2013!  After my year Reign az Miss Northern Ontario, I was then selected az the top 5 out of 95 ladiez across Canada to return to the national stage to compete for the honourable title of MISS CANADA Charity 2014-2015 where I was then Crowned and Queened MISS CANADA CHARITY 3rd PRINCESS 2014! 

 

I very recently just auditioned for the Miss Planetary International Pageant where I at first won 1st place bringing home Miss Planetary Ontario 2017! I then moved up to their national title, Currently Reigning as the new Miss Planetary Canada 2017! (Crazy right!?..I Know} lol...

............Anyway....

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Throughout my years of competing i learned that my biggest challenge was myself, my stage fright, my low confidence levels, my shyness, my self esteem and anxiety issues. I accepted the fact that i would never be able to follow my dreams in life as i just had way to many things standing in my way that i just couldnt fight off. If others weren't pointing there fingers at me i would be doing it to myself..I knew what i was lacking and still from this day its so hard to believe in yourself without the pressure of comparing yourself.

 

Im always holding back in life because of my fear of well.. everything and everyone i guess is safe to say. 

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Now.. i am giving my goals a real shot no matter my fear, IM TRYING! ...Im trying to be the change i want to see in the world with the little to no money or power i have, with my Non Profit organization Make A Difference We Can ALL See. With hopes to one day be able to afford to get it registered.

 

I ALWAYZ knew i wanted to help people and make a difference in their livez any way i could. Its the greatest feeling and I believe its the best therapy ever when you can help others smile again. When i watch shows like Extreme Home Makeover my heart just falls right in to place making me smile from one ear to the other. & just that alone assures me of my place in the world & what i was born to do. So whether i fail or succeed with my goals, Whether I am hated or judged..  its ok ... I have accepted the fact that no matter what you do the world can and will still be so cruel, i have accepted that there are shitty people out there but i have also accepted to accept them. Ive accepted that no matter what its ok to Love and its ok to hate.

 

There are So MANY hopes and dreams going to waste out there,not being full filled because of reasonz beyond control so if i can do something about it anything then at least i will TRY and not look the other way, Why you ask? Because i Can! & if im being judged and or hated for it, well all i can say to that is that im sorry that im not sorry!

 

If you are a Hater, I hope Maybe one day youll stop the hate and join me on my mission to MAKE A DIFFERENCE WE CAN ALL SEE!

 

Dont judge someone for trying if anything judge yourself for not!

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Thanks for viziting!

 

Herez to ME & Herez To YOU!

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So Much Love

Muwahz!!! XX...

 

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