Me: April Chapleau
Youngest Nephew: Sebastien (Name got switched after my sister died unfortunately and is now named Noah)
Sister: Crystal Chapleau
Niece: Cyerra Fletcher-Chapleau
Oldest Nephew: Darrien Chapleau
Lil Brother: Kyle Chapleau
To My Dear Sister In Heaven Crystal Chapleau
MY SISTA!!
(Written by me April Chapleau)
Ur the only one who understood me
The only one whoz been threw my same
The only one who can eva know
Wat life waz really like our everydayz.
Ur the only one who protected me
& guided me threw each tear
Wen thingz got so unsafe
U were there to block my earz.
Ur the only one with the answerz to my childhood
My only truth that couldnt lie
The only one who cared about my doingz
Alwayz trying to make them rite.
U were everything a sister could want
& everything a mother should be
U just had a broken heart
That everyone ignored to see.
U were crying out for so much help
In every possible way
But nobody would understand your criez
They just judged and pushed u away.
U tried to be so strong
For ur every weakened moment
But fighting threw alone
U just could no longer do it.
Lookin bak on all uve been threw
U feared the knowledge that no one cared
All alone and wanting change
Such impossibility made u scared.
Coming to conclusion
With ur thoughtz of now doing watz best
To better ur life and the onez of ur children
U put suicide to the test.
U are my inspiration
My everyday motivation
U were my whole family
& u were only one person.
U are the hero that saved not only me
My better half thatz now truly missed
U are the person that im desperate to be
Herez all my thank yewz, to u my big SIS!!!
Dear Lord:
(Written By me April Chapleau)
Dear lord I miss her
Can u bring her back to me somehow
I just need to hug her
And tell her how much I luv her
I just want that one chance
To say my last goodbyes
I just need enough time
To ask my sister why
A year ago I lost you
And that day has now come back
Where im sad
Where im cryin
Where I think that im just dreamin
Where im hurt and asking why
Why was it your time
Was it you or an accident?
Was this part of our suppose to be's?
Was this really meant to be?
Dear lord:
My heart has fallen to pieces
On This very same day
When I dropped to da ground
And heard that she has passed away
There was no way I could believe it
Why are they all lyin to me
This is all a horrible game
That i didnt want to play
I cant believe I lost you
I just dont understand that
I thought weve been through enough in life
I thought we've fought it all,
They promised us a better life
But nothings rite at all
I didnt have enough time
or maybe just wasn't strong enough
To teach you all my lessons
That you taught me growing up
Dear lord I miss her
I just cant say goobye
I dont know how you expect me too
She was most of my life
My Sister, My best friend,
My whole life growing up,
Now that you took her away from me
Who do I turn too?
I luv yew my sister
Your forever in my heart
I miss you every single day
It just rips me apart
To see the kids growing up
With confusion all around
A sad story to xplain
No answers to be found.
Dear lord take care of her
Please guide her to the way
In the hands of proper angels
Intill comes our day
And when our day shall come
I ask you to let us re-unite
With every single memory
That she left behind that nite.
Yes you read the title right lol.. he had 2 bdayz dat year one with mommy and freinds and one with matente April and foster family :).
Yes you read the title right lol.. he had 2 bdayz dat year one with mommy and freinds and one with matente April and foster family :).
